push.

They take pictures of mountain-climbers at the top of the mountain, they're smiling, ecstatic, triumphed.

they don't take pictures along the way, cos who wants to remember the rest of it?

we push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it.

the relentless lies, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level,
nobody takes pictures of that,
nobody wants to risk like that,
they just wanna remember the view from the top,
the breath-taking moment at the edge of the world,

that's what keeps us climbing.

and it's worth the pain, thats the crazy part.
it's worth anything.

- Grey's Anatomy; Push. (S6)

Guess who's back?

ME OF COURSE! :') and i'm here to rant and ramble about my failed moments of the day because I miss this "THING" I call MY BLOG.

WELL, I know, that you guys have missed me ;) SO MUCH. It's okay, people, I maybe kinda (no) missed (no) you.

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L>I>F>E:

SO how's life for me now? : AVERAGE and full of crappy, failed moments :]

I think everyday (if I can) I'll post like this FAILED MOMENT OF THE DAY;

today was : I was about to go on the wrong escalator (which was obviously going down when I needed to go up) and there was even A GUY coming down the escalator I ATTEMPTED to go on, but obviously I didn't see HIM SOOOOO :

FAIL.

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SCHOOL:

Oh and I have done 0% of my homework for the hols cos you know, I JUST KINDA FOUND OUT/ REMEMBERED.

fml. (no it does not stand for what you think it does but it means FORK MY LIFE ;')

AND AND I JUST REALISED MY FINAL AYP ASSESSMENT IS THIS FUREAKING WEEKEND. LIKE THIS SUNDAY. AND MONDAY.

and i havent finished the route card. OH WOW.

I am so dead.

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RANDOM:

I LOVE SUE SVEKDJE WHATS HER NAME FROM GLEE> SHE"S HILARIOUS.

SHE ROCKS MY SOCKS.

ANYWAYS I FEEL LIKE CRAPPISH NOW> SO YEAH BA-I.

WHO'S READY FOR SCHOOL?

ARE YOU?;

COS I'M NOT! :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
>:B

Ho my gosh, I am like dying here. I feel like killing myslef rather than go back to school;
cos i haven't done ANY homework;
i'm addicted to sims3 so my life now revolves around it (pah! antisocial much?);
i only had two weeks of hols, unfair mucho?;
i'm not ready for school;


Sims3 seriously is not helping me. i want to stop, but i can't.
i TRIED, believe me, I TRIED, like now........... buttt i can't.
resist,.
the
tempation.
ciao!

Love;

"I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has been enough."

-The words of Noah Taylor Calhoun-

Love is a mis-used word and now I know what love truly is. Read The Notebook and then you'll know. The movie and the book are both good. It is so sweet and touching, I dunno, it's heartwarming. It's both a tragedy and a love story. I want a Noah in my life too.



Right now, as I'm typing this, my parents are screaming at each others faces now in the kitchen. I'm pretty sure they don't have any love at all. I don't think they even know what LOVE is. It's all my dad's fault. He needs to stfu. I wonder if they know that it's painful listening to them argue. They obviously don't care at all.



Back to love, I think not everyone knows what it means. It is so mis-used. Young couples, OUR age, who always tell each other they love each other, when THEYDON'TEVENmean it. I dunno about you but even I mis-use the word. I guess, that makes me a hypocrite........ but thenn, ISN'T EVERYONE a hypocrite?

So, I'm getting pretty sick of people going ILOVEYOU <3 when they don't freaking mean it. ILY pisses me off even more cos it's stupid ILY? When someone first said it to me, i was like; w.t.f is that?????

2009..

i honestly cant be bothered to list down the stuff that happened this year but i'll give you the outline of my year.

1. CNY sucked.
2. i stopped swimming.
3. i became fatter.
4. i moved here, to hk.
5. i didn't take PMR, instead am at international school now which is honestly easier than school in malaysia.
6. i have been suffering here ever since.
7. my birthday sucked even more.
8. missed OKH (president's cup <---swimming comp.) , that sucks.
9. today, which is new years eve, wasnt THAT great.

Ok instead of complaining and all about me and problems and my lousy parents and how fml my life is, like a beetch;

1. Today, I bought my sexy oxfords (oxfords are shoes btw!) from H&M. YAY! and like other hawt stuff from H&M. The sale is ahmazing. I think shopping keeps me alive. I mean, like, i dunno, don't you love the feeling of buying something new? I feel like " hahah! LOOK AT ME I BOUGHT SOMETHING NEW! AHHAH! in your faces!'.
2. I LOVE THE NOTEBOOK. You know the nicholas sparks one? I just watched the movie, yeaahh i JUST watched it. AND I LOVE IT! I loveit so much! I cried my eyes out and i loved the movie so much i bought the book, like JUST NOW. YAY.
3. i have a new beanie! YAY! its black and white frm H&M!
4. I am getting a DSLR very soon. That's right, a CAMERA. FINALLY! Nikon or Canon though? I really honestly think Canon is better but i know loads of people who prefer Nikon.
5. i cant wait for summer hols- malaysia!
thats it. o dayum, thats sad! ahahahahahahahha.

anyways, happy new year people! my status on fb is sarcastic and all but whatever!
oh, dont watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 ; your eyes will bleed.
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Favourites of the YEAR :

Favourite movie of the year :- Harry Potter6, i just love cos it's harry potter, and i love it! or Transformers 2?

Favourite superhero movie of the year :- Does Sherlock Holmes count as a superhero? I think he does HAHA!

Favourite cartoon/animation movie of the year :- Disney/pixar failed at this one. ok, does avatar count as animation? cos i think it does. so AVATAR , for it's ahmazing animation and CGI.

Favourite TV show of the year :- Skins.

Favourite Awards Show of the year :- The AMA's (American Music Awards), still awesome, every single year :)

Favourite Disney Channel Original Movie :- Hatching Pete!

Favourite Shopping Mall :- still MIDVALLEY buttt TST's Harbour City, it's humongous.

Favourite Play/Musical/Drama : MAMMA MIA <3!!!!!!!!!!

Favourite Music Performance :-

Favourite Comedy :- The Hangover.

Favourite Romantic Comedy :- The Proposal.

Favourite Disney Channel show :- Sonny With a Chance.

Favourite Disney Channel star/actor/actress :- Selena Gomez. OR Demi Lovato.

Favourite Cartoon Network Cartoon :- Ben 10 ALIEN FORCE.

Favourite Nickelodeon Cartoon :- SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.

Favourite Nickelodeon Show :- iCarly!

Favourite Singer :- Adam Young aka OWL CITY!

Favourite Band :- Owl City's a one-man band?hahaha.

Favourite Ice Cream Flavour from Baskin Robbins :- Cotton Candy!still ! haahaha; from haagen dazz : COFFFFEEEEEEEE YUMMMMMMM :D

IT'S THE END OF THE YEAR, ALREADY?!?!

HEYYYY SEXY PEOPLE. HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I'M happy that this year, 2009 is finally ending! BECAUSE it has sucked balls for me :]
Owhkay, anywayssss, here is last year's post about what i'm looking forward to and blablah? It's the edited version of it with notes by it ;]

Last year's; Notes;

"Here are a few lists about next year and my New Year's Resolution!!

What i am NOT looking forward to :

1. PMR!!! ; lol well too bad i didn't take it. hahah.
2. Morning SCHOOL! Am used to it already so yeah whatever, it's quite owhkay what.
3. New TEACHERS. New, SCARY teachers. They were okay, only some were scary but most of them were good.
4. OMG! Our class, 3A2 is all the way UP!! Holy cow, that's like on the fourth FLOOR! Ahhh, i hate the stairs! No comment on this because, up till this day, i still hate stairs :]
5. Seniors. Some of them are scary. lol they dont bother me so whatever!
6. Me MAYBE stopping swimming. Ok, so this DID happen................. so yeaaa thatt sucksss :/
7. How i haven't grown much. I'm still short! Grrrr. I'M TALLER THAN MY MOM :]
8. Not being able to wake up late in the mornings. Still having problems with that NOW HAHA.
9. Leo OR Interact? I still haven't picked. LEO MAN! wooo leo rawks :]
10. Morning session' s ELDS teacher, Pn. Sabina. Dang, she is SOO scary. She IS scary!

Hey, that's kinda short. And it's mostly about school. WOOOO!!! Not BAD, not bad.... :D



What i'm LOOKING forward too :

1. MAMMA MIA BABEY!!!!! Tomorrow! Can't wait! Highlight of my year :]
2. This Friday's outing, watching Bedtime Stories!! And shoppinggggg :)
3. Going ice skating, Sunway Lagoon, and fish spa with Rachael and cousins! I still haven't been to Sunway Lagoon :BB
4. Terminator 4!! was BAD! SO BAD!
5. Transformers 2!! Awesome shiat :D
6. Inkheart! Wanted to kill myself.
7. Harry Potter 6!! JHADSKASHI best HP movie! EVER.
8. CNY!! sucked balls for me too this year cos i didn't see the people i wanted to see :/
9. Shopping for CNY!!
10. I think we're having Lit Nite for ELDS. If we are, ooohhhh!!! It was bad overall but fun too, first and last lit nite for me :/
11. Ceriathon!!!Let's do haunted hse man! this did not happen, well if it did, i left already D:
12. My birthday? SUCKED COS I WAS HERE, IN HK.

Haha. Guess that's it. It's pretty much crap. But still? Hahahha.
more sucky things that good things.

MY New Year's RESOLUTIONS
1. I WILL not gamble during CNY. Why? Cos i'm unlucky. And i lose money. SO i intend to NOT gamble. (Sigh, that is sooo not gonna happen). /
2. DO less of each:- Watchin Tv- Using the comp for whatsoever reason- Wasting time- Downloading and listening to songs- Watching funny videos on YouTube.- Reading books that aren't my study-related!- SHOPPING!- Going out for outings!- Wasting my credit on my phone smsing everyone :) X failed at this.
3. I need to freaking grow taller! I want to be taller than Caroline AND Bue. X FAIL. FAIL FAIL.
4. GET straight As for PMR. (ain't gonna happen) X I didn't sit for it.....
5. Study more! Concentrate on schooL!!! (Yea rite) X and / i did concentrate more but i also didn't?
I can't really think of anymore stuff i'm suppose to do but am NOT going to do.

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Now for THIS year's LIST:

Stuff I'm not looking forward to :
1. School. For sure.
2. AYP expedition. as in my hikingthing?
3. My birthday :'(
4. CNY cos i'm gonna be ROTTING HERE!

WAHH so little! ahhahaaha, i guess i just CAN'T WAIT to end 2009.

Stuff I AM looking forward to :
1. MOVIES ;
- ECLIPSE (my fav book in the series and i actually LIKEno LOVE this book cos its actually GOOD?? and i hate twilight!:)
- HARRYPOTTERANDTHEDEATHLYHALLOWSPART1 (OMGOMGOMGGGGGGGG)
- IRONMAN2!!!!!

2. SUMMER HOLIDAYS COS MOI WILL BE BACK IN MALAYSHIAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

THATS ALL???????? D': That SUCKS.

My New Years RESOLUTION:
1. watchmoretvshows,spendmoretimeonthecomp, moreoutings, moremovies, more sleepovers :]
2. To not die here during CNY/ .
3. Study LESS :)
4. Not fail at life.

Wah, I'm so lifeless here/ in hk.

In love with MAXXIE.

He's a character from SKINS.



Mitch Hewer.



What a sexy nameeeeeeee :] Gawdd is he smokin' hot. He pwns Nattie aka Chase Crawford and Liam from 90210 and all the other guys who I think are hot.

o dayum. he's so innocent. i love his eyes and his hair and his boday and his voice. SIGHHHHS...

Too bad, he' gay.

:BBBB

pfft. on the show he is.

and he can dance and sing and act and he is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-

Sherlock Holmes.

WAS GOOD! I mean, not awesome, yah? It was just really good. Entertaining, hilarious. AND i loved the story! It was well planned, and it had a twist and stuff. Robert Downey Jr was really good, and i gotta admit, for an old guy, he is GOOD looking, yah? & funny!

Oh and itwas cool, loads of action, that was cool. Though some parts, were scary. Like even scarier than stuff in FD4. It was the sound, it was really loud.

Themovie, kicks national treasure's butt and loads of rubbish movies.

P/s : Ever get that you think you know someone thing but actually you don't cos they just did something fked up to you?

Boy do I get that a lot.

P/P/S : I LOVE SKINS. AS in the tv show? I dunno, i love the way, in each episode, it focuses on each character and I just love the friggin show , yah? Not cos it's scandalous or dirty, yah. It's i dunno, it's just AWESOME.

NY ILY?

New York, I Love You ;

I don't get the freaking movie.

LIKE FO SERIOUS. I don't get what the movie is trying to say or portray. maybe it's too deep for me to understand, maybe it is, maybe it's not. SO this movie is -

Quote : " A collaboration of storytelling from some of today's most imaginative filmmakers and featuring an all-star cast. Together they create a kaleidoscope of the spontaneous, surprising, electrifying human connections that pump the city's heartbeat.

It's basically a bunch of vignettes in a movie, in other words, if you don't know what vignettes are, they're just basically a bunch of short RANDOM stories with no connection in a movie.

& that'swhat NYILY is. To ME, because i didn't get some of the stories/segments, i noe they're not suppose to be connected but, some of them was just WTF?, you noe. But it's the movie's fault, for mashing up the stories so badly, up till now, i have no friggin idea what half the stories were trying to portray. The only reason i went to watch the movie in the cinema was because of; Orlando Bloom, Bradley Cooper, Shia Labeouf. and Hayden Christansen. As you can see, in the movie poster, loads of like wellknown actors/actresses.

I guess this movie makes you think and is one of those "deep" movies". well screw THAT, movies like that aren't for me. but the directors fail at trying to make you feel ohh ny is awesome, ANYTHING can happen bla blahh. I mean, I know I'm not very brainy and all, but i'm not the only one who didn't get the movie , ya know?

P/s : avatar isn't all that awesome. i still have no idea, why everyone's like avatar's sooo awesomeeee, yah? Well it's not. Only the animation was awesome. NUFF SAID. Endof story.

gooding mornings!

I started watching this tv show called SKINS.

It's this British teen show frm BBC. but this show is diff than 90210 or Gossip Girl or any other show. It's gone where none of those like tv shows have gone; nudity, sex, drugs. It's just really open i guess. And like frm watching this show, brits are soooooooooo messed uppp. At least, the poor ones, dude, they are so SCREWED up. SOSOSO screwed. For some reason, it's addictive? I dont noe, i have the whole first season so whatever, i can jsut watch it whenever i want. Oh and there's this really hot guy, so that's why i still watch it. It's not awesome, it's just, idk, i have no word to describe this show.
Warning : This show contains explicit material such as swearing (a LOT), nudity, sex, drugs and all the bad things you could think of.



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Sleeping really late nowadays :/




anyways, AVATAR was good. Not awesome. The story was not awesome. The animation was awesome. & it was soooooo longg.




new moon was good cos of taylor lautner. dayum he is one fine boy. he is BANGABLE :D




oh its the hols for me now and i think i'm starting school the same day you guys start? on the 4th? oooooooooh, and i really miss you guys :B


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oh here are 5 reasons my parents gave me for not being able to go back during cny :

1. Your dad has no more leave. (bull)



2. No more tickets home. (BULL)



3. Even if there are, it's too expensive (cheaparse)



4. Me : "Why can't we all go home without dad?" Mom : I don't wanna go back. (MNASHAKHS)



5. It's too late to plan the trip. (YEAH RIGHT.)

5 reasons why I think I will rot and die here if I dont go back during CNY / why I wanna go back :

1. Hello? It's MALAYSIA, ANYTHING to go back home.



2. Relatives :] i might not like all of them but theyre my relatives so whatever! &friends :]



3. ANGPAU/hongpau!



4. I have no relatives here so the 2nd and 3rd reason would be- yeahh....



5. SSC dinner. yeah, see? now i cant even go FOR THAT!
   

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Oh and i'm so sorryyyyy, BUTT,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOY!

I'm sorry i didnt post it here on your birthday day itself. I just havent been blogging :/

Waahhh that's so pretty :D

ILOVEJACOBBLACK.

read status on fb about new moon.

i havent seen avatar yet :(

oh im gonna annoy you people with glee music man! :) listen to it, it's amazing :)

I'm a gLeek.

Get it? Glee-geek = GLEEK~? That is so so good RIGHT?









I am so in love Glee. But the last episode of the first part of season 1 aired LAST week. and and and it'll only be coming out NEXT APRIL! NEXT YEAR. *TEAR* and i'm already finishing glee. i can't help myself! It's just so so addictive.









I love Glee so much, i love it as much as Harry Potter & Owl City. And that's way up on my list of awesome stuff. I even have fantasies about being in Glee................. also Harry Potter........................ so i guess that means a lot... right?!?!









No, i'm kidding. I don't have fantasies! I mean,.... who DOES? Right?









Right..........



P/S : I KNOW SECRETLY YOU PEOPLE HAVE THEM TOO *EVIL EYE*.



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ANYWAY, I finally got my new phone. .... yay..... not! Cos itsa the lamest phone. and i didnt even get the model i wanted and i didnt get my mp4. i sound like a spoilt brat but I CANT HELP IT. I've been phoneless for like MONTHS. HELLOOO?











It looks so much like my old phone. In fact, it kinda is. It's just like a newer, slimmer version of it. Same colour too. Yehhhh.... I mean, there were NO other models that were pretty and sexy enough and in my cheap parents budget :) and slide phone, touchscreen...... I really hate them. Slide phones are overrated and I just don't like touchscreen phones cos i just don't like touchscreen!



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Guess what ? If you watch the X-Factor, you'd be GLAD TO KNOW THAT STACEY SOLOMON IS BOOM BOOM OUT. Like finally. I'm so happy :) she looks like a horse you know.



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I WENT TO THE PARK TODAY :O AND I MANAGED TO TAKE SOME DECENT PICS WITH MY SHIAT CAMERA. YEAH. but i have to walk all the way to my room to get the pics. sooooooo
TOO BAD.



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GLEE.

See that guy at the bottom right corner? He's just tooo fine. DAYUM. i love him. That's Finn :)

I am addicted to GLEE. Why? Because it's awesome and addictive and cute and funny.

LOOK ! FINN AT THE TOP LEFT CORNER! :D and in the middle is Mr. Schouster (Will), that's the teacher in charge of the whole thing and he is smokin' hot. I swear to God, he is.

What's GLEE? GLEE is a tv show. A kinda comedy musical show. NO IT'S NOT HSM.
"A high-school Spanish teacher becomes the director of the school's Glee club, hoping to restore it to its former glory."

It's really unrealistic though. but then again, like, lots of tvshows are sooooooo. AND GAWD I LOVE THE CHARACTERSS. They're really stupid and annoying, but i dunno, mostly it's the guys i like cos they're just DAYUM.

FINN IS SO CUTE AND HOT. BUT MORE CUTE :]

and drumrolls please *dum dum dum dum dummmm*

It's Mr. Shouster again (omg i can't spell his name.), but he has a wife! And gosh, his wife is CRAZY! But she's the actress who played Claire's real mother on Heroes, the one with the fire

power. OOOOHH right?

Dayum, he's fine.

OH and the soundtrack is just AH-MAY-ZINGGGGGGG! They sing stuff like "Don't Stop Beliving by Journey (its an old song)", "Rehab", "It's My Life", "Halo", "Single Ladies", "Take A Bow", "Golddigger" and loads more.

So I suggest YOU start watching it. It's only Season 1. & it's only at episode 13 now :]

Hi, hello, this is Nicole of the Fongs'.

^ Mitchell Davis's intro :)
anyway, ho ho ho ho, it's christmas soon!

yay...... not. cos i'm gonna celebrate christmas here. yup, i'm going to ROT here. Cos i'm not even going back.

ALSO. I don't fink i'm coming back for cny next year. Yeah................................... why? cos my parents are too cheap to bring me back for cny. so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, hi hello bye, i may be dead by then! because i have decided to kill myself. cos i don't have any relatives here. that's right.
my cny is gonna suck balls :)
oh joyyyy.

I mean, that's the only THING I LOOK FORWARD TOO EVERY SINGLE YEAR. And my parents wanna take it away from me? Fine, BE THAT WAY. I hope i rot here in hong kong.
i'm serious, what else is there to look forward to? life? NO. my birthday? AFTER THIS YEAR, HELL NO. tv shows? WELL, yea THAT I GOTTA LOOK FORWARD TO. But seriously, SERIOUSLY, i am going to rot here during cny, mark my words i am.

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ON THE PLUS SIDE :) which isn't pissed off :)
i nicole fong am finally going to watch new moon.
like FO SERIOUS.
i mean its ONLY COMING OUT HERE NEXT THURS. AND I AM GOING TO WATCH IT ON FRIDAY. also going to watch avatar~! (aka the gonnabeawesomemovie)

and i have a plan . after watching new moon, like at the end of the movie, me and my friend plan to say out loud :
CEDRIC DIGGORY IS ALIVE?!?!!?!
WE MUST TELL DUMBLEDORE!!!
hahah, and then we're gonna run out as fast as we can :D

you gotta admit, tht was PURETTY funny :D

Holy Cow.

I just came back yesterday evening from my AYPEE expedition.

What is AYP?
The Hong Kong Award for Young People (HKAYP), formerly called The Duke of Edinburgh's Award, is a member of The International Award Association. The HKAYP, with its unique international principles, cultivates young people with perseverance and the spirit of self-challenge.

I'm doing Bronze AYP, which is like the lowest and easiest cos it's the first one, cos there's Silver and Gold.

So basically, it's like camping and trekking and stuff. But I have to do community service, a sport, and a skill and stuff like that.

I just came back frm my 2D1N thing frm Chi Ma Wan, somewhere in China. It was a practice expedition so it's probably gonna be the easiest thing I ever do cos this time, I didn't have to camp. We stayed at this stinky youth hostel and the weather was like 2 freaking degrees.

I cooked my own food! Well, sort of. We only start our trek the next day in the morning. And we had to plan our own route so basically, we have no idea where we're going, just a map, and a compass and a route plan. So happens my group, gosh, we decided to go up contours. Meaning climbing up the freaking mountain. I swear to god, i was gonna kill myself. It was upppppp, and then dowwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnn, and up and down and up and down.

All together : around 15k. All the other groups chose the flat ground which was smart but whatever. OH and i had to lug around my 30 litre backpack which was huge. Packed was my clothes, food, and water.
Started at 9am, finished at 3.30pm. :'( and we were the last group to finish. NOOOO. Haha.
BUTT, i went all the way to the mountain, i was on top of the world! hahaha.

What I learned frm this trip: I hate compasses and map. :)

p/s : there was a lot cow poop everywhere, that's why it says holy cow :D

Winter.

1 thing i have realised since i've gotten to this wretched land (KIDDING) : i HATE winter.

2 reasons to support my first statement : It's cold; It's dry.

3 reasons why i don't like winter : I hate the cold; I can't stand the cold; My wardrobe does not have anything to get me going from November to January.

4 reasons why i HATE winter : My lips get all dry which sucks; I have to go out in jeans and covered shoes and a hoodie which sucks even more; I'm not used to winter, i can't stand the cold basically ; WORST THING IS MY SKIN ISN"T USED TO THE COLD AND DRY WEATHER so my skin cracks up, like dry skin, on my face :'(

5 things i wished i could change about winter : can it not be cold????????; can it not be dry??????? COS I'M USING A LOT OF MOISTURIZER; i prefer summer (haha that wasn't relevant); hey, autumn sucks too; can winter just NOT exist?

6 things I like about winter : I love the clothes, the jackets and the boots and the scarfs babey; I hardly sweat; blah; blah; blah; anddd BLAH, sorry i could only list two reasons :)

Yeaahhh, babey, i hate winter :)
Oh and i la-la-la- love Mitchell Davis and Owl City :]

Of Fitness First and birthday(s);

Hahahahha, what a LAME title for this post.
Anyways, my BIRTHDAY was on this Thursday, the 19th of November.
And I am here to wish myself :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME :D!

I could say i had a pretty good birthday. OK, maybe awesome but one piece was missing............

Bue, Grace, Shivi, Loshni, and Liz. and LEO. and the pool.

Gosh, do i miss all of that so much.

So i was kinda crying my eyes out at 12am in the morning cos I just had those 'IMISSMALAYSIA' kinda feeling and also, my first birthday not in MALAYSIA. It felt like i was in some strange place but no, whoooop-de-do, oh yea, i forgot, i MOVED to HONGKONG. Man, this sounds emo. and depressing but i'm just telling the truth. It's not the end of the post yet so-

Thank youuu everyone for the wishes! and

Bue's post dedicated to ME, (he-he-he) made my cry even more. An extract (ha-ha-ha) frm her post :

Nicole. I've heard that name even during kindergarten, even though most of my classmates were japs. :P It's been what? Two-three years already? And it feels like I've known you since primary school. :) I miss the lame moments we all used to have, but I know that I'll still have that with you even though we're in totally different countries. :)

Cheer up! First birthday in another country, it wouldn't be that bad. Life is unexpected. Go with it without feeling sad, and remorsed or anything like that. :) I still remembered my birthday and you actually getting daisies for me after I told you that I wanted daisies in school. You're so awesome lah. :) And all the pep talk in facebook inbox thing. :D :D Thank you, for everything really. :) So now, it's your turn to feel that loved during your birthday, even though we're not touching the same country land. Alright? :)

And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen.

And yea, Bue, i agree = Taylor Swift kicks butt! Woohoo! :D

Then at about 1am or so, i decided to go to sleep because i had to wake up early the next day. 8am. It IS early. Oh, and it's cos i had this Fitness First program with my school.

It's cos like this week is Interim Week. It's one week where we have camps/ go for cultural/ overseas/ local / exhange and whatnot trips. All over the world. Oh, and everything was kinda full so i was forced to take Fitness First. It was really fun tho! Cos we had FUNNN people. And haha, staring at cute guys *droolss* :]

ANYWAY, i go to sleep but then i start itching like EVERYWHERE and yea, i had HIVES. They were DISGUSTING, all OVER MY BODAYYY. Red sploctches...... EWWWWW.

That was kinda sad. VERY SAD. I mean, HIVES on my birthday........... Thank god, it was gone when I woke up. :D

What didn't make my birthday awesome was MISSING MY DARLING ADAM FREAKING YOUNG AKA OWL CITY's concert. I'M SO ANGRY I DIDN'T GO. AND IT WAS SO CHEAP. RM110 only. Why didn't I go?

1. I had no one to teman me. And a lot of ppl didn't know what owl city was so yea. SADDD people. And the owelll city fans, they just couldn't go.

2. My dad didn't let me go. I wanted to go alone which was KINDA sad. butttt IT'S OWL CITYYY! GRRRRRRRRR SO ANGRY.

Ok, and yea that's about it. Ooohh, btw, the fitness first programs are REALLY fun. Hahah, and i fail at yoga. it's nicole&yoga = EPIC FAIL. :D

OOOOOHH, btw, it's freakin freezing here 10 C the coldest so far, I am still alive..... for NOWWW.

BIRTHDAY PRESSIES :

1. A Thomas Sabo charm bracelet frm my parents :D Charms : the eiffel tower, peace sign, a snowflake and a cute looking boombox. Google Thomas Sabo if you don't know what it is :]

2. Books : Laura bought me The Boys Next Door by Jen Echols. Even tho i've read it already, it's probably the most awesome romantic comedy book EVER; And i bought myself the IT girl: ADORED. Woot woot. Not done with it though.

3. Mom bought me a pair of boots which i don't intend to wear cos they hurt like a mother (they'reflat btw), and a Little Miss Giggles sweater (Hah JOY!) frm Bossini; a GAP jacket cos my MNG one broke.

4. OOHH, Judy bought me PEEJAYSS (PJs) frm Uni Glow. Warm, fuzzy ones! hahaah.

5. Bue, Grace, and Liz bought a Banana Republic blouse frm FOS :)

6. Heh, i can't remember but I think my mom bought me some other clothes. OHHH, a beanie and a sortof beret frm H&M :)

7. And I'm going of to get some more clothes from Cotton On later. ILCOTTONON!

Nehhh, i guess THAT's it :/ anyways, happy birthday to me again! :)

2012; songs.

Hieee people.

Sooooo as you can see, i watched 2012.
FINALLY. The damn ticket costed me RM30 though but it was worth it.
Ok, so if you saw my fb status it says :

Nicole Fong 2012 is a very depressing and scary (as in not horror but like omg we're gonna die scary) movie that made me cry a lot during the movie (crybaby...) and the graphics were awe-some = awesome movie!





One thing was that it was kinda veryyyyyy long : 2hours and 40 min. ALMOST 3 hrs. DIE. And i held in my pee for so long. and you noe right now here in hk its fureezziiinngggg, 15 C. :'(


ihatewinter somuch.





anyways, it's like poseidon and you noe that movie with pierce brosnan about the mountains and volcanos eruptions and stuff? well it's like that. TIMES 10.


it's as depressing as the mist. I cried loads of times when people died. My face was like all red.


the movie was scary in a way like gosh, what if this was real? and it's painful and sad to watch the people die frm tsunamis, earthquakes and stuff.
the graphics were probably the best ive ever seen, (dont count transformers and gijoe)
oh and someparts were funny!
hey anyways, WATCH IT PEOPLE.

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this song is frm 2012 and although i'm nt a huge fan of adam lambert, this song is awe-some!



It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you

You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you

You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

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ok and i normally dont like korean shit o jap bands.
but i love this songgggh it;s so catchy.
the dance is so cute and funky!



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and i like briteny spears 3! who cares bout the lyrics. just dont think bout it.
cos its so catchy haha.




1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And Im caught in between
Countin
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin
Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If its alright
What do you say?
Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?
Are - you in
Livin in sin is the new thing (yeah)
www.musicloversgroup.com
Are - you in
I am countin!
1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And Im caught in between
Countin
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin
Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I dont see the harm
So are you game?
Lets make a team
Make em say my name
Lovin the extreme
Now are you game?
Are - you in
Livin in sin is the new thing
Are - you in
I am countin!
1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And Im caught in between
Countin
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin meant
If you dont like the company
Lets just do it you and me
You and me
Or three
Or four
On the floor

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; oh and i'm nt going for owl city's concert. SO SAD. i could die. you noe whats even worst, its one day before my bday. GRRRR.
EVERYONES NT HERE! GUHH
i hate interim week; ok interim week is basically this week where we students go for camps and overseas/local trips.
cultural.
exhange.
adventure.
community service.
art.
trekking.

and im going for a sucky one cos everything else was full.
grr
FITNESS FIRST,
HOW GAY RIGHT?
dont laugh.
we'll see who's buff then :D

;oh and GG is AWESOME :)

You go GAL!

i kinda copy and pasted everything so :

Taylor's Song "Monologue Song (Lalala)" performed at Saturday Night Live.
She's singing about Joe Jonas who broke up with her over the phone, Kanye West and her VMAs and dating Taylor Lautner.

Lyrics:

I like glitter and sparkely dress
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue

I like baking and things that smell like winter
But I'm not gonna talk about that
In my monologue

La la la la la la

I like writing songs about douche bags who cheat on me
But I'm not gonna say that
In my Monologue

I like writing their names in songs so they're a shame to go in public
But I'm not gonna say that
In my monologue

La la la la la la la
This is my musical monologue

You might think I'd bring up Joe, the guy who broke up with me over the phone
But I'm not gonna mention him
In my monologue

-HEY JOE, I'm doin' real well- hosting SNL
But i'm not gonna brag about that
In my monologue.

La la la ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha la la la
And if you're wondering if I might be dating that werewolf from Twilight
-whispering-
I'm not gonna comment on that
In my monologue

La la la la la la la
This is, my musical monologue

Might be expecting me to say
Something bad about Kanye
And how he ran up on the stage
And ruined my VMA monologue

But there's nothing more to say
'Cause everything's okay
I've got security lining the stage
It's my SNL Monologue

La la la la la la la
This is my SNL monologue

La la la la la la la
That was my SNL monologue

Owl City is my fav band right now.

Right after Simple Plan. And that's quite high up on myyy list.

Rainbow Veins.
Hello Seattle.
Hot Air Ballon.
Funky Air Lights.


Sigh, i wish someone would teman me to the concert. but no everyone's not gonna be here.
pfft.
judy is ditching me for hockey.
Go figure.
HAHA GET IT? GO FIGURE????