push.

They take pictures of mountain-climbers at the top of the mountain, they're smiling, ecstatic, triumphed.

they don't take pictures along the way, cos who wants to remember the rest of it?

we push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it.

the relentless lies, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level,
nobody takes pictures of that,
nobody wants to risk like that,
they just wanna remember the view from the top,
the breath-taking moment at the edge of the world,

that's what keeps us climbing.

and it's worth the pain, thats the crazy part.
it's worth anything.

- Grey's Anatomy; Push. (S6)

Guess who's back?

ME OF COURSE! :') and i'm here to rant and ramble about my failed moments of the day because I miss this "THING" I call MY BLOG.

WELL, I know, that you guys have missed me ;) SO MUCH. It's okay, people, I maybe kinda (no) missed (no) you.

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L>I>F>E:

SO how's life for me now? : AVERAGE and full of crappy, failed moments :]

I think everyday (if I can) I'll post like this FAILED MOMENT OF THE DAY;

today was : I was about to go on the wrong escalator (which was obviously going down when I needed to go up) and there was even A GUY coming down the escalator I ATTEMPTED to go on, but obviously I didn't see HIM SOOOOO :

FAIL.

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SCHOOL:

Oh and I have done 0% of my homework for the hols cos you know, I JUST KINDA FOUND OUT/ REMEMBERED.

fml. (no it does not stand for what you think it does but it means FORK MY LIFE ;')

AND AND I JUST REALISED MY FINAL AYP ASSESSMENT IS THIS FUREAKING WEEKEND. LIKE THIS SUNDAY. AND MONDAY.

and i havent finished the route card. OH WOW.

I am so dead.

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RANDOM:

I LOVE SUE SVEKDJE WHATS HER NAME FROM GLEE> SHE"S HILARIOUS.

SHE ROCKS MY SOCKS.

ANYWAYS I FEEL LIKE CRAPPISH NOW> SO YEAH BA-I.

WHO'S READY FOR SCHOOL?

ARE YOU?;

COS I'M NOT! :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
>:B

Ho my gosh, I am like dying here. I feel like killing myslef rather than go back to school;
cos i haven't done ANY homework;
i'm addicted to sims3 so my life now revolves around it (pah! antisocial much?);
i only had two weeks of hols, unfair mucho?;
i'm not ready for school;


Sims3 seriously is not helping me. i want to stop, but i can't.
i TRIED, believe me, I TRIED, like now........... buttt i can't.
resist,.
the
tempation.
ciao!

Love;

"I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has been enough."

-The words of Noah Taylor Calhoun-

Love is a mis-used word and now I know what love truly is. Read The Notebook and then you'll know. The movie and the book are both good. It is so sweet and touching, I dunno, it's heartwarming. It's both a tragedy and a love story. I want a Noah in my life too.



Right now, as I'm typing this, my parents are screaming at each others faces now in the kitchen. I'm pretty sure they don't have any love at all. I don't think they even know what LOVE is. It's all my dad's fault. He needs to stfu. I wonder if they know that it's painful listening to them argue. They obviously don't care at all.



Back to love, I think not everyone knows what it means. It is so mis-used. Young couples, OUR age, who always tell each other they love each other, when THEYDON'TEVENmean it. I dunno about you but even I mis-use the word. I guess, that makes me a hypocrite........ but thenn, ISN'T EVERYONE a hypocrite?

So, I'm getting pretty sick of people going ILOVEYOU <3 when they don't freaking mean it. ILY pisses me off even more cos it's stupid ILY? When someone first said it to me, i was like; w.t.f is that?????